All that I am I give to You

photo: Mr. G. from a poster at Santiago de Compostella

This week I have been reflecting on St. Francis whose feast day was last Monday.

His love of the poor, of creation and those with incurable diseases makes him quite a contemporary saint. In these worrying times about the state of the planet and the way we are treating the poor in Britain as well as in the Third World, Francis has much to say to us as a warning. The prevalence and threat of Covid on a global scale may seem much greater than the people with leprosy but it is the reaching out with compassion and kindness, touching people where people suffer which is part of his great message of love and inclusivity for all.For Frances all creation praises God from Brother Sun to Sister Moon, from all who have little to the very wealthy, from death to eternal life.

He also taught of God with deep simplicity and we are grateful to him for the way he taught the Incarnation not in theological treatise but visually by inventing the Christmas Crib.

One of the most popular images is of him is feeding the birds and his praise of all creation is, for many, embedded in that image.
The fact that we know these stories, along with many other popular anecdotes, miracles, and events  is because they were published as a collection titled, The Little Flowers of St. Francis.
Written or collected quite a while after his death, and therefore not a primary source for his life, it nevertheless captures and presents a spirit which is truly Franciscan.
The collection  became deeply popular and it has been described as one of the most delightful literary works of the Middle Ages.
It was translated into Italian by an unknown Franciscan friar, from a much larger work. It has 53 short chapters and is often printed with The Mirror of Perfection, a reflection from Brother Leo, a special companion of Francis, in which he illustrates the distinctiveness of Franciscan life and spirituality.
Leo draws on the personal experience of life as one of the first of the Friars.

The Little Flowers  sheds  a light on the way Francis and his Companions (with St.Clare and those who prayed with her), paved the way for an imitation of the Franciscan way of life, witness and spirituality which continues to enrich both church and world today.
There are many, many editions of The Little Flower and it is easily available.

 So, I want to end my week of personal reflection with a  story from the Little Flowers.
It has something profound to say to most of us, I suspect:

Francis and a companion once visited the home of a rich man, late in the evening. The nobleman welcomed them with open arms and, we are told, received them as if they had been angels of God, with courtesy and devotion.
The man embraced them, washed their feet, wiped them and humbly kissed them. He kindled a fire, made ready the table with much food and served it with a joyful countenance.
He then  prepared beds and offered many gifts. In the morning, he provided fresh clothing. If the brothers needed clothing, he would always pay for it. He professed that he was ready to provide for all their needs. He could do this because of all that God had provided him. He willingly would give of this to the poor.

The man, having done such a lovely thing also rejoiced and prayed for Francis.When Francis left him with great rejoicing he held the man in his heart and in his prayers.
Francis knew however that there was more. He had looked into his eyes and had not rested until he saw into his soul.
He said to his companion, “He would make a good friar. He is so grateful and thankful to God and so kind and courteous to his neighbour and to the poor.”
He reminded his brother that courtesy is one of the attributes of God who gives us all we need and is courteous and kind and loving towards us. These things he found in the man’s soul – the divine imprint.

Francis determined to return again soon to his house.
When Francis re-visited the area he called on the man again.

First, he knelt in prayer at the gate.
The man saw him and rushed down the drive to kneel besides Francis.
God was speaking to both their hearts and Francis lifted him up, and ‘in fervour and gladness of heart embraced him and kissed him, devoutly giving thanks to God,’ who had brought to him a new friar.
The man asked, ‘what do you command me to do, my father? Lo I am ready to do your bidding and give all I possess to the poor and thus, no longer held back by worldly things, to follow Christ with you.’

And so he did.

The nobleman had given out of the generosity of his heart and his means when Francis first visited him. He gave so much for the mission of Jesus Christ being carried out by Francis and his companions. But for him, there was something missing. Something he still had to give.The only gift that God truly wants from any and all of us. He gave himself. He joined Francis in his work. He gave his heart, his soul.

Make of this story what you will.

[Mr G]

Rebuild my Church

The Cross of San Damiano, Assisi

Rebuild My Church

This week, we are enjoying celebrating the life and mission of Saint Francis.
Those of us who have visited Assisi will know the holiness that the prayers of Francis, St Clare, and the band of their followers brought to the surrounding countryside and far beyond.

No doubt many know how his story began but I like telling it!

In 1181 a boy was born to a wealthy merchant family in Assisi.  He was baptized Giovanni but became more popularly known by the name Francesco.  It was always thought that he would eventually take over the family business as a prominent cloth merchant. Francis was, however, a spirited and rebellious youth.  His wayward ways put him at loggerheads with his father, a relationship made all the more difficult when he was imprisoned for brawling with a neighbourhood gang.

This imprisonment changed him, though not to the liking of his father. He began to be concerned for the poor and especially for lepers. He threw away his clothes and renounced his father’s wealth. At the age of 20, he heard a different Father speaking to him. ‘Go make disciples of all nations‘, was what he heard.

Francis rushed away from home and came to the derelict church of St. Damiano on the edge of Assisi. There he knelt in prayer and looked at the faded crucifix still hanging over the altar. Saint Damiano had seen much better days and was all but derelict. Francis insists that, as he knelt, the voice of Christ came to him at that moment. The words he heard were: ‘Francis, rebuild my church, which you see is falling down.’ Eager to be given a specific task, Francis set about physically repairing the church. Other young people joined him and soon St. Damiano’s became a church again.

But, as is so often the case, God’s vision is wider than our understanding. We do what we think God wants and find that there is more to it. What God really wanted Francis to do was  rebuild not just the church of St. Damiano, but THE Church. It was a time of spiritual decay and of disdain for God’s little ones in need — the poor, the lame, the leprous. Even the care of the Natural world was being neglected.
The story of St. Francis and his companions is well known and he is especially remembered on October 4th. His work among the poor; his care for creation; his love of the simple are legend. His devotion to Christ was total. These were the building blocks of a restoration of the Church. Francis through his simplicity of life and determination to serve God did exactly what God asked of him. He alongside his companions, rebuilt the Church spiritually and gave it new vision.

It wasn’t easy and certainly he did not go about fulfilling God’s vision through trite and glib statements. Rebuilding vision which holds one’s sight on God also includes bringing real hope. That is hard work and requires real dedication. There must be a genuine and delightful love of the vulnerable, the unloved and uncared for and the animal and natural kingdom. This involves compassion, care and an acceptance that everyone has an equal right to what God has provided for all to share.

That seems a long way from the World we know today, but the same was true for Francis. The pouring out of love on a loveless world demanded and goes on demanding, effort and total commitment to the Gospel of God in Jesus Christ. Nothing else will do

Francis and his mission did change the world he knew and has gone on changing it ever since.#
But that vision of the Gospel bringing real joy to the world needs to be constantly renewed.

Rebuild My Church! This call of God comes to Christians today. There is a wide vision to be embraced. God is calling us to reshape, refashion and renew His Church, particularly after the devastation of Covid.
We are being equipped, through prayer and conversation with God and each other, to be God’s dynamic people. We are being called to tell the story of His Love to all people whose lives we touch, including our friends, neighbours and family but also those we have yet to meet, whom God will put in our way. God is calling us to rebuild the vision of his love both in our own hearts and in the lives of those whom he calls us to serve. But, as with Francis, it starts with ourselves and it starts TODAY!

And that includes all in our world which  in their own way, respect and revere God. Those who knowing love can bring it to others.
In this, it is no different than for St. Francis.

He used the Church as the platform for the true work of God
The real task is to Rebuild the World and we do that by having a wide vision.

Those of us who are proud the be Christians must always realize that God loves and saves the world. And, amongst others, he uses us to do it.
In giving thanks for Saint Francis and St Clare and the countless Franciscan followers over the centuries, we are being invited to share in this mighty and blessed work.

[Mr.G.]

ST FRANCIS’ PRAYER before The CRUCIFIX at St.Damiano

Re-balancing with Egrets

Here is another photo reflection from my friend Joyce Smith.

She comments:
These little egrets certainly seem to move with the rhythm of nature and life.

Egrets are part of the Heron family. The RSPB describes them as having white plumes on crest, back and chest; black legs and bill, yellow feet.
They were first seen significantly in 1989 and first bred in Dorset in 1996.
They can be seen on a number of south coast sites where they breed.
Some are also winter visitors.

The photograph which Joyce sent is very compelling and I found it particularly important to spend time with it. As  I sat in silence, looking at it, words like Grace, Stillness, Beauty, Purity and Peace came to mind.

The background of lush, verdant grasses and plants, paints a background of nature embracing and framing the quiet poise of the two birds, patiently waiting to catch their next meal (always fish). Yet they are almost statuesque. The water laps around them and, behind , becomes an oasis-like pool in which they can wade.

Joyce invites us to sing and dance to the rhythm of life and there is a strong sense that the photo records a balance of nature to our own, often unbalanced and frenetic lives. The message seems to be that we were never meant to live the way we do. It’s an idealistic message, of course, for those whose reality of life is different.
Life isn’t that easy for us, especially at the moment, but let’s also remember that in the natural world of the egret things are tough too.

But in the photo there is a what I like to call a  ‘Pause moment’ .

We are invited to be still, to pause, to breathe, to re-balance our lives, if only for a few minutes.
We are gently challenged to become part of who and what we are in God’s eyes and maybe we might learn a little to sing and dance to the rhythm of life – real life as God longs it to be for us.

But this contemplation shouldn’t leave us dissatisfied. There is nothing ‘if only’ about this. A companionable moment with a friend is never futile or wasted. It is a time to be still and maybe wait.

Bird-watchers are, I believe, very patient people. Holding their breath as the egret or some other bird, circles and lands. There is a thrill of expectation about to be fulfilled.

As I sat in companionable silence, quietly watching the egrets I knew what I was waiting for.

My companionable God. He comes so easily in quiet. Which is why the egrets remind me that I must cherish this moment as a Godly re-balancing.

The symbolism of  the egret is said to be about being at peace with oneself and with the world. This is a state of balance and calmness.
When, even if only for a moment, we reach this level of spirituality and of peace with our Creator, then we can discover ourself as a more balanced and integrated person, full of life and of God.
This, of course, is a mirror.  This photo holds itself up for us to see the One for whom it is most true – He who invites us to sing and dance with the joy of life – Jesus.

[Mr.G & Joyce with a little help from Revd. Lynn]

*** RSPB = Royal Society for the Protection of Birds

About Angels

This photo by my friend Helen Smith is of the centrepiece for a Festival of Angels at St. Michael’s Church, Grimsargh, on the outskirts of Preston. The Angel, which appeared throughout the Church, was designed by the Art Teacher at Grimsargh School, and made by the children.

A thing or two about Angels

Many years ago, I was told a story about the saintly Bishop King of Lincoln. He never forgot that Ordination laid upon him the ministry of pastoral care. Though, as a bishop he led a busy life, he would love to visit people. One such person, whom he visited every week was an old lady who lived in a remote part of a wood. He also visited prisoners in the local gaol and one day, he was talking to one of them who confessed that he once lay in wait in the woodland with the intention of robbing the bishop. “You normally travelled alone” said the man, “but on this occasion you had someone with you.” The bishop was perplexed for he had always gone alone but then he beamed, “Ah! that would be my guardian angel.”

And he meant it!

The role of angels as ‘guardians’ of human beings is rooted in Scripture. In Matthew 18: 10 Jesus speaks of the angels watching over God’s ‘little ones’. In Psalm 91 we are told “He will give his angels charge of you to guard you in all your ways.” and in the beautiful service of Compline (the late night prayer service of the Church) is the invocation:

The angels of God guard us through the night, and quieten the powers of darkness.’

The role of angels taking care of us may seem fanciful to many  but I point sceptics to that moment when Jesus had been tempted by the devil. After a gruelling forty day fast, our Lord was weakened and it took all his strength to resist the devil. When the devil left him, St. Matthew tells us: suddenly angels came and waited on him. They were there all along!

Why that doesn’t surprise me is that I have experienced the ministry of angels often in my life.  For example, over the past two or so years I have spent a lot of time in hospital. On one occasion I was feeling scared and apprehensive about some treatment I was about to have. I was in a room on my own and as I tried to pray, I sensed an overwhelming presence of someone else there with me in a corner of the room. I just knew that an angelic presence was quietly but most definitely watching over me. This was not a product of my imagination. It made all the difference to how I was and how I faced things. I was not alone but more importantly, the angel’s  message was that I was being held and loved.

There is a sense that we never really walk alone in this world. God is always watching over us. Sometimes, when we are up against it and we feel that we really cannot carry on much longer, something happens that lifts the burden a little. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. There is  respite from the storm that rages around and within us. We are not on our own any more.

I know people love that  story about ‘Footprints’ in the sand where the two sets of prints become one and when the man meets Jesus he castigates him for leaving him. Jesus replies that he never left him. The single prints were when Jesus was carrying him.

We don’t always appreciate how much God ministers to us and we are prone to believe he is absent during some particularly difficult period of our life. I dare say Jesus felt that  sometimes —as we know from his cry on the Cross—my God, why have you forsaken me!  But Jesus knew the truth. The humanity of Jesus cried out but the divine heart knew that His Father was always near him.   I know that God never really abandons me though I am often conscious that I have often abandoned him!

So why do I need a Guardian Angel? I suppose the easy answer might be that I find it a comfort. The real answer is because God chooses this as a way to care for me (and you) and that’s what the Bible tells me.

I just know its true –  and my guardian angel agrees with me!

[Mr. G]

If you want to know what a Guardian Angel might look like, one of the children at Grimsargh School has helpfully provided you with a clue. (Photo by Helen )

Psalm 103: 21-22

The Lord has established his throne in the heavens,
   and his kingdom rules over all.
Bless the Lord, O you his angels,
   you mighty ones who do his bidding,
   obedient to his spoken word.
Bless the Lord, all his hosts,
   his ministers that do his will.
Bless the Lord, all his works,
   in all places of his dominion.
Bless the Lord, O my soul.

Version is that of the NRSV

New Revised Standard Version Bible: Anglicized Edition, copyright © 1989, 1995 National Council of the Churches of Christ in the United States of America. Used by permission. All rights reserved worldwide. http://nrsvbibles.org