
When I studied Art at Grammar School there was a general agreement amongst my teachers that I lacked the talent to become even a modest artist. There was much evidence to substantiate this view. With disappointment I accepted this judgement on my ability, or rather lack of it! It has kept me away from paint brush, water colours, oil, canvas etc ever since. Thankfully I did discover that I had a deep appreciation of art thanks to one of my teachers. He opened up within me the enjoyment of art in its many forms. However, I have never felt confident in my practical skills in this area.
That changed slightly last Saturday.
I was encouraged to join a Craft morning at my church. It was advertised as a fun morning where creative juices flowed and we needed no previous experience. There was also a variety of things we could try. My Vicar was leading a group who, under her tutoring made felt animals, mainly sheep! Another table was devoted to what is called Creative Doodling, which is described as the act of drawing simple or complex designs, patterns, or scribbles without a specific goal in mind, often for relaxation, focus, or creative expression, rather than as a planned artwork. That sounded attractive.
Other possibilities were craft work making place mats and other objects; making striking animals such a cat with it’s tail held high and a very convincing Giraffe; and also a table where, using oil, acrylic or water-colour paints, it was possible to create a painting.
This was clearly my nemesis to be avoided.
Perversely, I joined this table, led by my friend Paul who is an accomplished artist. He encouraged me to have a little dabble. So I did, using the medium of water-colour!
On a blank sheet of art paper, I attempted a group of trees which were not very like real trees. Then inspiration came to me. I took up a pencil and drew what I hoped was some resemblance of Tarn Hows in the Lake District. It’s a beautiful spot and I was probably inspired by photos sent to me by my friend Gill who lives near the Tarn. (Many of her photographs and reflections appear on this blog).
Very soon, hills looking rather like pyramids and water and more trees appeared. I accidentally dipped my brush in a cup of coffee and discovered it was a perfect medium to absorb paint and also brought its own texture to bear. I Found a stick of charcoal and managed to dot a kind of shoreline. The result can be seen in the photograph above.
But that was not the real result.
I arrived at the Craft morning in a poor emotional state. I had been to my dearest friend Anne’s funeral in the North East and spent time with her family who are very dear to me. I was full of memories and they mixed together in sadness, joy, tears and loss but also wrapped in the solace of faith.
Spending a morning reflecting and painting was just what I needed.
Without intention on my part, I found a quietness to my inner turmoil and a kind of healing. Becoming absorbed in something different can bring a new perspective for our lives and a new value. We often get embroiled in the sheer slog of daily living in a world which increasingly devalues the beauty and the joy of our humanity. So much is about pressure, getting through the day, dealing with the demands of others and generally a loss of discovering who we truly are inside. Our souls get submerged in the sheer effort of a kind of living which actually can be self-destructive.
When I picked up the paintbrush on Saturday I wasn’t sure why but two things emerged.
One was that I was doing something that I didn’t think I could and that I had been told I couldn’t. I certainly didn’t produce a great piece of art but it was my first ever watercolour.
There was a lady there who had been an art teacher and she came up to me at the end and said, ‘I give you an ‘A’ for that’. She had no idea just how much that meant to me and how many ghosts of the past she put to rest!
The other thing which emerged is that for various reasons some of us put low limitations on what we can do and on who we are. Discovering that we can do something new can raise us up. After all, we were created by God to become the best person we can be and when we accept that God never limits our development as a human being made in His likeness, we can soar!
Other people may try to limit us but God lifts us up and awakens his Creative spirit within us. When we accept that, nothing can stop us!
The day after the craft morning we sang John Bell’s hymn about the Holy Spirit. All 4 verses celebrate the Spirit of creativity, full of movement, joy, action. The third verse particularly moved me because it seems to describe what I experienced the day before.
She dances in fire, startling her spectators,
waking tongues of ecstasy where dumbness reigned;
she weans and inspires all those whose hearts are open,
nor can she be captured, silenced or restrained.
[Mr G. 8th September 2025]






